Siddi! ur "may be's" are all wrong

Yeah! true enough,i had a diary
my first diary
and it exists no more
y???????
well...
i still have a diary
i always keep one
but...
sooner or later they all meet the same fate
y????????
well...
i cant do without one
i have got this vry bad habit of analysing things
why i did this or dat
why this is so...
if only it just shut up...
...my mind
it jst keep saying sth
sometimes i feel my life shall b better one
if only i stop thinking...
but y????
well...
i write cauz i feel like it
but...
1.i think it drains ur energies n takes up ur mind n time
vn there r more imp things in q, waiting 4 ur attention
2.if u keep it off u keep it from inspiring u further
3.they are not gone for forever ,i keep the stuff i find worth keeping n discard d rest
wats wrong with it? ofcourse nothing
4.vn i write its solely for me myslf
for my satisfaction , n to clear my own doubts
its more like a self talk
vn d things pile up inside, or vn sth reaches ur hrt or its too intense to be kept inside
dats d motive...to loosen up,to pour it out
i was always writing
n i shall keep doing dat vnevr i get enough time to
it don matter much if i share it with d rest
dats not wat drives me to it
dats not d motive behind
i share it with myslf dats all dat is imp
u see it helps clear confusions
i myslf didnt kno y i actually write
n y most of it is discarded

For u bosss!

why?
why cant we just let a few mysteries unfolded
why do we have to discover everything
why v always think n act
why do we have to be wise vn we react
why do we have to analyse evrythng
why cant v just let things b
then we say v r free
why do v keep a watch on our evry act
why do v have to kno y dat is the way they react
why r we so lost in d hi's n d gudbye's
why do v let those threads turn to shackles
why v let ourselves fall trap
vn we say v kno well d rules to the game
why do v let love rule
why do we let hatred take its toll
why do v let "it all" mistify d truth
expectations,
dreams,
desires,
truth lies in d ocean's deep
den why its the skies dat we seek
why don we admit it
we r caged but...
at our own will...
u say u vsh to break free
may be!!!!!!
but ...
...dont tell me u r not in love
u love to love
u love to hate
u love the illusions dat u create
u love the pain
u love d fight
n u love d game
come on drop d pose n say it den
"u are caged but at ur own willl"

I still remember

now this is from d diary siddi talked of

Char deewarooo ke liye,
tum bhool gaye unka aaashiyana
mandir maszid tho ban jaenge
par kya chuka paayenge unka balidana
tha mashab jinka swadesh par mit jana!!!!!

Koshish karle!!

Thum sa gaya hai,
hai jo yhe jahan
chal rahe hai bas ye kadam
hai ek sapana!!
jeetni hai duniya
Kaun hai jo inse teeezz jayega?
koshish karle !!
khud ko peeche hi paayega

[Everything]+[Anything]=??????????

They say this... human beings,they have immense potential
Potential to do anything n almost everything, if they put their guts into it
But !have u ever wondered the outcome
of these anythings n everythings that our human potential is put to
"ANYTHING+EVERYTHING=NOTHING"
so its better decide "your SOMETHING" and put ur spirit into it

its for none but its for someone!!!!!!!

I admit...i surrender
its a torture i have to bear,
its only his voice i long to hear
But!!!
but i have to wait ...
wait ...till i make a few thing clear
only i know how much i long to make u hear
dat "i love u dear..."

deekhte hi rhe jaaoge kya?????????

open your wings and fly
wat are u waiting for???
live your dreams before
u die!!!!!!!!